Why I'm dropping out...
Apr. 20th, 2022 05:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Am so sorry folks but real life (although Idol is real life) is kicking me in my non-existent or cajones. First it was family trouble. Now it's heart trouble, I have spent the past three days and nights in hospital. They're prepping me for open heart surgery. Basically they're putting me through all these tests this week to see I can survive. I have a leaky Aortic heart valve and an Aortic -thoracic aneurysm that's grown so large it needs to be patched. It grew from from 3.9mm to
5.4mm in a year and a half. The last four millimetres in a four months which is surgical intervention size and why they won't let me leave to do outpatient testing. I'm better off in here. I'm so tired, all I keep doing is sleep.
I'm sorry. I feel like I've wasted people's time. I will be lurking though. Make me proud writers! I love you all. Gary! You're the best, even if you love to kick we hippies. I appreciate you and all the friends I've made here. You collectively helped this dialectic writer improve immensely.
Maybe next year I'll be healthy enough to stay in the game! I've gotten so close to cracking top ten and I'd like like another chance to do so again! He well everyone.
Peace and love to all!~~~D
5.4mm in a year and a half. The last four millimetres in a four months which is surgical intervention size and why they won't let me leave to do outpatient testing. I'm better off in here. I'm so tired, all I keep doing is sleep.
I'm sorry. I feel like I've wasted people's time. I will be lurking though. Make me proud writers! I love you all. Gary! You're the best, even if you love to kick we hippies. I appreciate you and all the friends I've made here. You collectively helped this dialectic writer improve immensely.
Maybe next year I'll be healthy enough to stay in the game! I've gotten so close to cracking top ten and I'd like like another chance to do so again! He well everyone.
Peace and love to all!~~~D